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In Hindsight. The Things I could Have Done To Get Where I Am…

If I were to look back upon my life and my self over the past 7 years, I I will find that there are many tiny flaws and ‘things’ I will find that I should have, could have and would have done differently!Not the decision to deny the gold Standard of Care but maybe just… Read More »

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Is it my time…..

I have realised that I have nothing to say. No special insights. No significant news of positive or negative aspect. I feel like I am in an illusion. That someday soon, I will wake up again… As if nothing happened. No cancer. No daily struggle to maintain my own conscious positivity against a vast &… Read More »

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Oncology Department, Derriford Hospital, 27th May 2015.

Becky & I saw the oncologist today at precisely 1pm to discuss the growth of the tumour in my brain. Well, when I say precisely 1pm, more like quarter past 1. It was brief but indeed informative. The tumour has shown slight growth, around 2 centimeters since august 2014. Over a period of 9 months…. Read More »

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It was all smooth sailing.. Then "Whammm"!!..

I actually felt a bit sick when the Hospital Nurse gave me the news via the phone… Your Tumour has grown slightly… (This is the unofficial gossip anyway, I have to wait til Monday 27th April for the real deal). Well… I was as polite and courteous as I could have been, hearing some daunting… Read More »

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A Seizure.

Predominantly a scary occurrence! I can say that I have them very rarely now, but then I can also say that they have been happening frequently of late. More frequently… Twice in two days now… I have noticed, however, that they happen when I have trapped wind or constipation due to the supplements, (sorry to… Read More »