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Just some ponderance..

Some days I feel like I am completely healthy, I know I am. But, there are those days when I feel that something is amiss. This something, is a sensation, a feeling I can not put my finger on. Nor figure out, nor understand. I just know that it needs not be investigated further, that… Read More »

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A series of scans and blood tests. Take my blood. Do what you need to do. Just tell me what this thing is! Please…

I tried to get back to reality. The reality is though, that I could not discern reality from fiction. So now, following on from my recent post… I spent the next few hours calling my close family and telling them the news. Crying and feeling scared out of my mind at what was to come… Read More »

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How it all came to be. It started out as just a migrainous aura but turns out to be a possible tumour.

So, how best to explain this tale? Do I start with the cold hard facts? Or do I start from a place of comfort and security, where life was just getting in order for me. I feel that I should start from a deeper and darker place in time. To explain how I came to… Read More »