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Is it my time…..

I have realised that I have nothing to say. No special insights. No significant news of positive or negative aspect. I feel like I am in an illusion. That someday soon, I will wake up again… As if nothing happened. No cancer. No daily struggle to maintain my own conscious positivity against a vast &… Read More »

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Oncology Department, Derriford Hospital, 27th May 2015.

Becky & I saw the oncologist today at precisely 1pm to discuss the growth of the tumour in my brain. Well, when I say precisely 1pm, more like quarter past 1. It was brief but indeed informative. The tumour has shown slight growth, around 2 centimeters since august 2014. Over a period of 9 months…. Read More »

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It was all smooth sailing.. Then "Whammm"!!..

I actually felt a bit sick when the Hospital Nurse gave me the news via the phone… Your Tumour has grown slightly… (This is the unofficial gossip anyway, I have to wait til Monday 27th April for the real deal). Well… I was as polite and courteous as I could have been, hearing some daunting… Read More »

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A Seizure.

Predominantly a scary occurrence! I can say that I have them very rarely now, but then I can also say that they have been happening frequently of late. More frequently… Twice in two days now… I have noticed, however, that they happen when I have trapped wind or constipation due to the supplements, (sorry to… Read More »

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What’s all this about cancer then…? Ey….!

I woke up the other day with a stiff neck. Immediately I feared that my tumour had spread from the brain to my neck down my spine…! Tumours have the ability to spread throughout the body, especially the higher grades of malignant cancer. One little thing of no significance made me fear something that was… Read More »