A long journey in the car just to find out that the prognosis at Charing Cross is the same as the Derriford hospital. The actuality of my brain tumour is that it’s a complex one, it won’t budge without paralyzing me fully if they were to operate and it would be hard to access because… Read More »
Year: 2014
Today. I felt lost. Today I found myself again. There is no way for me to explain how this felt. I have been given a choice. To live or to die. Living, means to face whatever fear arises in me and find the courage to overcome it. Dying, means to give up all hope and… Read More »
In the 7 weeks since I was diagnosed as having a Grade 4 brain tumour and being told, “This is it”! Essentially, “this is the end for you”… In these past 7 weeks, I have gone through all of the emotions I ever thought I could. I have had to endure my mind being completely… Read More »
A tumour. Where does it come from, where did it begin? A question I once asked myself. What did I eat for Christ’s sake?!! It wasn’t something I knew was on its way to my brain. I did not identify with the fact it existed, but on some small and subconscious level I knew there… Read More »
Fear, it settles deep within us, sometimes. Fear, it runs through our veins and through our nervous systems. It takes control of our motor functions, our sensory functions and drives us towards the darkness. I believe it is called, “fight or flight”. The human condition! Why is it conditional? Why does it have a place… Read More »