Desires, I had many. Habits, loads. Good and bad, and in between. In the past two months I have had to let go of all of them, in order to live my life, to have longevity. I have had to, (out of necessity), let go of all my ambition and desire. Just let it wash… Read More »
Month: October 2014
So already, the picture they painted for me was one of little hope, but as you may already have figured, I have faith that life is guiding me. If there is no answer in conventional medicine, then I will find the solution elsewhere! Never give up, never surrender, unless it is your heart to the… Read More »
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Just some ponderance..
Some days I feel like I am completely healthy, I know I am. But, there are those days when I feel that something is amiss. This something, is a sensation, a feeling I can not put my finger on. Nor figure out, nor understand. I just know that it needs not be investigated further, that… Read More »
I tried to get back to reality. The reality is though, that I could not discern reality from fiction. So now, following on from my recent post… I spent the next few hours calling my close family and telling them the news. Crying and feeling scared out of my mind at what was to come… Read More »
So, how best to explain this tale? Do I start with the cold hard facts? Or do I start from a place of comfort and security, where life was just getting in order for me. I feel that I should start from a deeper and darker place in time. To explain how I came to… Read More »